Well happy Monday. I will not type saying "Hey I'm good and life is fantastic. .. bla bla bla" in reality I am trying to get my own life in check. I am falling apart at the seams and I'm trying to rebuild myself up. It's more difficult than it sounds. I someone's pour Good on a shelf but who doesn't. .. human nature don't fault me. I get angry with God, and it doesn't go away for a moment. I am just being honest. I do realize prayer and spiritual mediation works as well as books on faith and scented candles. I am likee every other human being. It happens to even the best of us. The lowest points can come without warning. The worst part about life is when you hit Rock bottom(if it happens) it is hard to build yourself up again. I am lively me again with a voice that refuses to be ignored, but even with me being vocals, loud, and that one girl people love being around I still sometimes feel sad. I am glad to say I can pray felt because in other countries religion is named and could get you persecuted. I am grateful and I look back at all my problems then look at people and realize there is always someone who has whose problems than you. Take all your emotions and lay it before Him.