Well happy Monday. I will not type saying "Hey I'm good and life is fantastic. .. bla bla bla" in reality I am trying to get my own life in check. I am falling apart at the seams and I'm trying to rebuild myself up. It's more difficult than it sounds. I someone's pour Good on a shelf but who doesn't. .. human nature don't fault me. I get angry with God, and it doesn't go away for a moment. I am just being honest. I do realize prayer and spiritual mediation works as well as books on faith and scented candles. I am likee every other human being. It happens to even the best of us. The lowest points can come without warning. The worst part about life is when you hit Rock bottom(if it happens) it is hard to build yourself up again. I am lively me again with a voice that refuses to be ignored, but even with me being vocals, loud, and that one girl people love being around I still sometimes feel sad. I am glad to say I can pray felt because in other countries religion is named and could get you persecuted. I am grateful and I look back at all my problems then look at people and realize there is always someone who has whose problems than you. Take all your emotions and lay it before Him.
Well welcome everyone. Things are getting real as 2014 is being drawn to a close. Murders happening within communities that love their kids., Britney Maynard who is doing of brain cancer making a difficult decision to "die with dignity" and now may reconsider, and many more. Alot of things have been happening within our lives. Teens are getting college apps and acceptance letters. We can't wait to be on our own and learn the struggles first hand.Parents are suffering the anxiety and how they are going to cope with an empty nest because it hasn't felt so empty for 18 years. There are families falling apart, secret revelations, and more. One thing we should always remember is that God does things for a reason. One thing I learned from reading the book of Job is that sometimes you could do everything right ,but He could take away things to test and see if you will remain faithful to Him. Now not going to lie there would be times I would be angry with God and I would be like "I'm NOT talking to you right now" and a couple hours later I would apologize, and the idea reroutes to this.... everything is a test. So look back on the depicted scenarios above... Every last piece is a test whether by faith, or trusting in your kids. With testing comes virtues. With this being said don't be as frustrated next time there is a set back and look at this like a test.
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